It's Gonna' Be A Rough One

I have been taking the wonderful anti-depressant, Effexor XR, for almost two and a half years now. I have never felt better. Friday, however, I noticed that I only had two pills left. This quickly became a problem, as if I miss two days of my wonder-drug, the repercussions are not happy, so I missed Friday, took one Saturday and took one this morning. I am praying for a re-fill. I am really tired of relying on a drug, to be quite honest, but the withdrawal is horrible. I am moody, dizzy, almost narcaleptic, and am staring to tremble. One would think I was going through withdrawal from heroin--All of this is from taking the drug every other day for the past four days. Not to mention, I have been taking the lowest dose possible. I just do not have time for withdrawal complications, but when will I ever have time? I just feel bad for those around me.