So, like, it's been way too long since my last post. I have some good excuses, really. Here's a little summary of all the goings-on since my last post: I bought a condo. I still have not moved in, but it is slowly coming together. I am trying to get the sterile apartment feel out of it by using paint and a little TLC. I finished my Russian classes, took an online American history course at the Community College, and am now entering the fall cluster as a junior. I finally get to take the classes that relate to my major. Doug and I broke up on June 30th, a few hours before a gig, might I add. Thanks, Doug. He has called me four times since then. I have talked to him once. I have no regrets, but I love not having a boyfriend. I honestly am not even interested in dating. I do not have the time for one, and I need to concentrate on myself. Oh yeah, I have finally been in therapy for several months now. You see, I was sexually assaulted as a kid and I have always suffered from anxiety. I remember being eight years old and afraid to eat, because I thought people were trying to poison my food. I have other issues besides that, as well. Yes, I am depressed, but I am more angry than anything, so much so, that my aura-reading friends get a little freaked out by me, until they get to know me. The band is still going strong. We have twenty-five gigs and counting over the next four months, and that is not including the dates that are not confirmed. Oh yeah, I got cast in my first full-length independent horror movie. I have a small part, but I have a first and last name. The name of the film is
Thanxgiving www.thanxgivingfilm.com and it is about half-way completed. I love being on a film set; it's like vacation for me. I have a bit more shooting to go. The whole process is going very fast, because we want to get it ready for a November release. We even have a star in our film. The actor who played the original Jason Vorhees, Ari Lehman, has a role in this film. I was also offered a leading role in another indie horror film, to be filmed this November-February. I agreed to it, of course, script unseen, because I like the director so much.
Anyway, that is about it. I am still fighting exhaustion. My classes start the last week of September and I hope to move into my place this weekend.
I apologize for such a messy journal entry, but I jus do not have time for mechanics at the time. Hey, I feel like I am no longer dreaming it, but finally being it, which was the whole point of this blog, anyway. Took me long enough!